Yinnyize

Not sure what to say. 

Work drains me. I haven't stopped drawing, in fact I did all of Inktober in 2016! I post a lot more on my instagram. I want to change that. Try to get myself into making more "complete" or "finish" work. I sketch a lot but I never seem to finish something. I dont know there's a lot on my mind. There's a lot I want to say. 

I dunno.  

I'm here I just lurk around now and again and keep up with what people do lol. I thought about deleting the account and starting over, but my heart wont let me.

I dunno.

I need to draw. *tumbles away into a pile of sheets and blankets* 

  
1.       How long have you been on DeviantArt?: 

8 years. I’m hoping by 10 I can make something of my life.

 
2.       What does your username mean?

Originally it was YinYangKeeper. It was from the fact I was kinda in that ‘weebo’ phase and loved the idea of yin and yang. Which I still do, but I’m calm about it lol. People naturally called me Yinny. So I decided to change it to Yinnyize, and that is basically my name for all my social media sites besides facebook lol. I like it.

 
3.       Describe yourself in three words.

Fucking piece of shit. Uh I mean…

Hot damn sexy (Can those count?)

 Personable… open minded?...procrastinator?

I’m having a hard time okay, give me a break.  


4.       Are you left or right handed?

Righty o


5.       What was your first deviation?

Well fuck I can’t remember… I might have been a picture of a Naruto OC I created… I can’t remember cause I know I deleted. :/

    

6.       What is your favourite type of art to create?

I love any type of illustrations. Traditional, digital, I would love to go back into painting and work on that. Pastels and markers are a few things I want to get more skilled at. Writing is also something I’m very connected with. I’ve been writing and improving since I was thirteen and I don’t want to stop.

    
7.       If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be?

I hardly grasp my own style! If I could draw more realistic that be nice I guess.

    

8.       What was your first favourite?

   
 9.       What type of art do you tend to favourite the most?

I’m lazy, which is bad and mostly sketch with pencil. But I do love digital work with my tablet and I’m trying to keep myself going with it. I enjoy creative writing. Any art that gets me inspired I love. Music, painting, 3D design, anything and everything. I feel art is something that expresses  an idea from the creators perspective. I consider a lot of things can be art. Not just drawing, but inventing and creating a business. It all starts with an idea and the creator wants to express it the best they can.    

 

    

10.   Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist?

Me, you uncultured swine! But really I love everyone as they all have a style that works for them. And I really really want to get mine to that point.

 

    
11.   If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be?

I’ve made a few friends that I would love to interact with one day. I’m still kinda a hermit so I don’t publicly try talk, but sometimes a simple comment gets a good conversation going and we ended up talking a lot. At least that’s the way it is over tumblr or even just messages on here. I’ve skyped with some as that’s unfortunately the only way I can communicate ‘physically’. I never suggest that options or push it if the other person is uncomfortable. Plus it’s always weird and I never know if it would be too soon of our friendship or not. I dunno I’m hesitant at times okay? I’m not a big fan of my voice, but sometimes talking is better than typing lol. Over all, I would love to meet a lot of people. If I had the money I would go to conventions in hopes to see them.  To name a few


There are just so much more. They’re all wonderful artist and I’ve gotten so much inspiration from every single one of them.

 

    

12.   How has a fellow deviant impacted your life?

Honestly all of the people that gave me a chance to talk to them helped in some way of form. I got inspired, I didn’t feel belittled. Yeah At times I might have felt like the odd person out, but it slowly started to change.

 

    

13.   What are your preferred tools to create art?

Pencils, drawing tablet, ink, markers, pens, ya know whatever I can get my hands on. A lot of times it is a pencil and then my tablet. I go back and forth with Sai and Photoshop. I use both lol

 

    
14.   What is the most inspirational place for you to create art?

A lot of times just talking to friends gets me going and talking about shit can just bring the best things. I get inspired by a lot. Music is so close to my heart and I really wish to go back into playing or singing. If I have my ipod I can go anywhere and just think. My room is unfortunately the most used spot for inspiration  and drawing lol. But when I can, I go out with sister or y friends to lunch and sometimes I get ideas there.

 

    

15.   What is your favourite DeviantArt memory?

Being able to have the opportunity to meet so many different people and having the chance to make friends that I still know today. DeviantArt has given another option to not only get inspired but to make relationships with those people in it. It’s  a door that I want to keep open. 

I'm more and more putting art work on my tumblr, instagram or art animo, but I still want to put finished work on here. I dunno. My ideas are running low, but I've been job hunting for the past month and still nothing. I got on interview, but I have to wait one or two weeks to hear anything. I'm a man, but I'm still looking. I'm hoping to get something before August.  

I always thought of streaming, but i'd feel weird people ate watching me sketch lol. I find the way sketch is very different and messy compared to what others do. I know I shouldn't feel that way but hey I'm being honest *flails* 

I really been wanting to find a solid idea and go with it. I've been trying comic, but i get so frustrated. I don't know. I say I dont know a lot lol. Sorry about that. I've had ideas for this stupid space pirate captain and just putting out a scene is hard for some reason. As much as I love my OCs and how much I've expanded on them I think it'll be good to start fresh. *shrugs* 


That's about it for my rambling *rolls away*  

Don't look at me, I'm just...trying this. 

So I had and idea of recording myself to sketches. Nothing fancy, me holding the camera, speeding it up and putting corny background music. I can do it all with my phone, so its kinda convenient and simple.
 
Considering I don't have a tripod or a "selfie stick" to help me out i'm forced to use my hand, but I think its doing okay. I dont know I feel like this might be a good way just to do something and work on muscle memory. Of course I might be more comfortable if a weren't holding the camera, but hey, baby steps. I think along with my year goals I had, I'm going to put this one on. Just sketch every day and make a video of it. So far its kinda fun for me just to see what I make 

I mean if you really want to bother seeing it my youtube is the same as my name here. I'm lazy to actually put a link xP

So yeah I think I can entertain myself for a while. 

So I had made a new years resolution. Its February, I know but i'm rather proud of keeping up with it. The only thing I planned was to write in a journal every day. Basically to keep myself in check and just... let my current thoughts out. Over work, stress or possible inspirational ideas. I believe it was before new years I wanted to let everything on the table. About depression, anxiety, paranoia and everything. I did put it on tumblr because some reason facebook didn't let me post it on a note there. If you want to read it then I'll leave the link.

yinnyize.tumblr.com/post/10570…

Basically I'm here, writing everyday in my journal and trying to also sketch. I'm wanting to do something, like a comic or just more solid illustrations but something is holding me back. I'm not really sure what it is. Maybe its work, and just being tired or lazy.  For the last few days I've been frustrated trying to actually do something and nothing is coming out how i want it. I don't like anything and I really don't understand why its all of the sudden doing this. If it wasn't so snowy and cold I would go outside and maybe go to the park. Draw people walking by?

I don't know.   I'm in the process of pulling away from McDicks and get a different job. There's a few craft stores in my area and it might be better for me there. I dont know, I want a job I actually might like. I know I can make money at the Hospital for environmental work or plugging in numbers in a computer, but I've spent 4 and a half years at a job I dont like and hate doing. I feel as if i need an environment that connects to things I like. Such as art.  

I'm trying to kick my ass into gear and get good things posted but I've seem to be at a slump. :/